hologram grrl

hologram grrl

Sunday, April 28, 2013

Today is my Friday
You are my Friday
The end of the misery
The two days ahead of me
The night within me

Within me this night

This night
You'll be



Within me
It's that time of year again. The time when tissues are necessary for every outing. No, it's not the spring allergies. It's depression.

Monday, April 22, 2013

The green of envy consumes everything in its path. It distorts perfect objects, wrapping around them, growing tighter until they are breathless.
Breathe for me.
I am breathing for you.
Breathe.
Breathe.

please

Saturday, April 20, 2013

The moment I saw you I knew you would be important. Although, I couldn't have known you'd be this important to me. Your significance frightens me. I don't like knowing you have such a large impact on my emotions. I feel out of control and it scares me...that's why I think I'm trying to make a you feel like things are your fault...I'm afraid of pain and the fact that you're the only person in the world that could cause it.
I love you....I've realised I love you more than I ever thought I could love one person.
I can't stand to lose you. I won't let it happen, not yet. I know you love me too...and I'm sorry for exposing you to whatever I'm going through.
It's going to stop because feeling this way is killing me. Loving you this much is killing me.

Sunday, April 7, 2013

let the sun be like the moon with the colour of the devil's face illuminated upon it