I never imagined living would feel so unsatisfying
I never imagined I would be tortured by the way I felt about you
I never imagined you would stop feelings that way about me

now I imagine it will never be as it was
and this misery will be eternal

shadows of you
in my subconscious
colours of the previous
leaking through your iris
you yearn
to return

what you gave up
waits

I am the saddest whangdoodle you will ever meet

Four months you loved me
And four more I will love you

The violent thundering, the external monsoon has ceased
All that remains in a silent abyss
Welcome to the world
You're not going to like it here

And that quickly, everything that meant anything....disappeared